missing a tag-along

starting this sem, panda bear (code name) keeps on tagging along (this is my term lang) whenever and wherever - where i eat dinner, when i study in school, and of course people noticed, and of course i keep on sayang "wala lang un." i just keep on saying na we're just friends, because i really saw panda bear in that context (possibly a little bit more than that). and people told me that well, panda bear likes me. and he admitted it a few weeks back. didn't know what to do. well, i decided to tell panda bear (two weeks after he admitted) that for now, i am sure that all i can offer him is friendship, but that i enjoy his company naman, pero un nga lang, there is a sort of hadlang, because if i'm gona have a relationship with someone, gusto ko siyempre that we have the same belief. ayun. after that talk, and a clarificatory talk few days after, panda bear doesn't tag along anymore. sure, we would still chat sa ym, pero he doesn't text me anymore, like before. he doesn't eat with me na rin, and hang out or study with me. well, kinda sad pala. coz i got used to him being around na rin, and ngayon biglang wala na. well... that's life :(